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Tonight went super well.  The time went by quick.  Got everything I needed to get done, done.  Talked to Clohe who I think is such a sweetheart.  
Going back to school shopping with my sister demain which shall be cool.  I can't believe she'll be going to JAC with me!  We haven't been to the same school together since elementary.  Then after lunch and shopping, I come back home, change and then do the night shift, AGAIN, until 9:30.  Not sure if I'm doing anything after that or not yet.
I have a meeting though to attend on Friday from 5-6pm--which I'm rather suspicious about seeing as I have no idea what this meeting is about, so automatically I assume I did something wrong--and then continue with a shift of 6-9:30.  Then probably foufs, but I'm not sure yet.  I have a few loose plans for the weekend.  Then I have Saturday off.  Loose plans for Sat not really sure.  Then work Sunday morning shift to 3 in the afternoon which is not bad, because I can still go home for a bit, rest up, and then go out at night.
Supposed to do a night at clydes, supposed to meet up with Jaime for coffee/lunch or snacks and some catching up to do.  Not sure when and if everything will fit in but alas!  Then a lot of financial planning is in store because of the upcoming fetish events, and the credit debt that already occurs.  I hope it all works out and they aren't sold out either!
So during cegep I managed to keep a 20 hrs a week schedual, but the down part is that wed-fri. I work until 9:30pm so I can only meet people downtown at around 11:00-ish and people at Clydes at around 10:30ish.
Humeur actuelle:
contemplative contemplative
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Oh god, I have quite the debt right now.  I have no idea in hell how I am supposed to get out of it. :(
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About to head out to the mall in hay bit mit Niklaus the G-Unit, the M-my Gloves Unit, and Luis the Columbian to get something for our Grosmutter for ihre Geburstag!  Ich weiss nicht was to get her.  I'm going to make my own card and just pick her up a little something cute.  We'll probably browse around till' closing and catch some food.  Then back to cleaning and preping for all the family that will be over tomorrow.  I have two cheesecakes to make, two dips, and three appetizers to prepare all tonight.  Then maybe we'll rent a movie and chill at her dads place for a bit.  Or hopefully we'll just get a case of beer and crack up to Ali G all night long.  Next weeks work shift is a biatch, every night closing and end on a 9:30pm shift on Friday.  I hate that but it's ok I guess because I have Saturday off, which means at least I can stay out super late.  The day after chris's party however, it is I who opens and then I who closes, and I'm alone the entire day.  Boo.  Boo to that.  And yay to good hours.  I need them.  I'm broke boo.  Boo I say.  Going to LaRonde again either this week or next with S!  Yay!  I want to ride the Goliath all day!  Best ride evar!  I'm out, I should actually change and make myself seem somewhat presentable.
Humeur actuelle:
content content
Musique actuelle:
Bone Thugs and Harmony
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Will someone buy my Bella a computer because I miss her muchly and it's Friday night, so I can't call her and I miss her.  Boooooo-hooo!
xoxox!
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I am le dead.  So very tired.  Just woke up now, and may very well eat something and go back to bed.  I've decided my makeup is passable--just touch up the lips and brush on some blush, fix my hair a bit and I should be good to go.  Luckily it's only a small shift.  When I get back though, I'll have to shower, fix my hair, clean the downstairs, and start cleaning my room, and then finish that by tomorrow afternoon at the latest.  I want that done before my dad gets home so that when he comes in, he can just relax instead of worry about what work hehas to do next.
The fountain date was tremendous amounts of time, mais la prochaine fois: more warm clothing, perhaps a hat and gloves, sleeping bag and something with a cushion, a camera to take pictures of all of our adventures and discoveries and a longer stay in the fountain!  
Met up and wandered around the old port, scoping out neat crevices and designs on the old buildings.  The more we wandered, the more I wished I had a camera with me, because I found at least a good 10 things I wanted to shoot for sure.  While walking down St. Paul, we hear some guy yell out Bella's name and lo and behold, it's Sir. Cory Golden.  Looking as stunning as ever too might I add.  It's was funny though, because he did not recognize me at all.  Which was fine, in essence, we never really hung out or spoke much anyways, and it's not like I'm a replica of what I looked like years ago lol.  Bella was all Squee from the encounter and I thought it was cute!  Then we found this gorgeous fountain with a bridge and sitting are near the water, and spent a good few hours sitting there and chatting away.  Bella brought her candles to leave our mark, and we got some funny looks when they were aflame.  Afterwards we headed down to Cafe Depot, her friend ended up not working, but alas, hot chocolate and coffee came out of it, as did a nice picnic near the steps/fountain area of PDA.  Around 1ish we headed back to our homeland fountain in the Old Port, ran across a scary drunken lady, walked through the horrifying unlight, dark and creepy streets of China town, where some man was mysteriously hiding in a crevice of a wall smoking a cigarrette.  It was nice to emerge back into the light of society!
While at the foutain we noticed a no-swimming sign post right near the base of the fountain, and we were like snap son! and just went into the other base.  Ran around it, and through the middle once and still managed to soak nearly everything, and shivered off under our tree where we continued to talk and whatnot until 4am.  5:30am the fountain mysteriously went off, but I ignored it, and tried to go back asleep.  Then literally up at the crack of dawn, ala 6:00am we rose and chatted some more--Bella seems that we just are never at a loss for words.  We are like the energizer bunny and just keep going and going.  Around 7am, I decided Bella's theory of moving around and relocating under the sun would indeed help us warm up, and alas, off we went to waste time until the cafes and restaurants opened.  While walking down one street Bella remarked a wallet and a cell phone lying on a windowsill, suspiciously might I had, the manner in which it was so neatly, almost deliberately placed there.  So we tried to search for a number we could call, found home but decided it was too early to wake the entire household up.  Tried calling the Visa company, but they were not being any help, so we decided to go hoping that he'd either call his cell phone, or we'd call him at home.  Alas, he called, we returned it, and he was very grateful.  Eventually we made it down to our cafe which was verycute and cozy and had really good food.  I'd definetly go back there again!  Then with our energy slowly draining, we got lost, but thanks to a kind man, eventually found our way to the metro and headed home!
I'm thinking I should go and sleep for a another hour.  
Bella we still need to do: another fountain date, bon cop bad cop, lychees, and another assortment of outings, (some museums too) before September comes and boots us in the ass!
My grandmothers big party is on Sunday, so I know Mes Gants will be down for the day so I'm happy that I get to chill with her.  :)
And my daddy comes back on Friday! finally!
Humeur actuelle:
tired tired
Musique actuelle:
None for now
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Bahhhhhhhhhhhh I got the flu.  Yay.  My entire body feels like death.  And not the good kind of death feeling either.
Was supposed to go out drinking with Dr. Brown and Shan heute abend, aber I don't think that's happening.  I think I'll die on them very quickly.
And I have to work tonight, lovely.  
And tomorrow night, and then a gigantic shift on Friday.  But then the weekend is off.  LaRonde with S and maybe a few others if weather permits.  Then probably heading up to the mansion to go swimming and then have some drinks mit meine Schwester!  She'll drive me into work Monday which owns!
Humeur actuelle:
sick sick
Musique actuelle:
93 Million Miles: 30 Seconds to Mars
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-crunchy neuro-wave sounds...breaking through of a voice...-
Memo to Bella:
Bella 101!!!, Copy--do you Copy?
Remember to have a smashing time at the Peaches concert tomorrow night. 
Dance a lot, and rock yer heart out!  I wish I could be there, but alas, the financial situation says NEIN NEIN NEIN to moi.  So remember to let me know how it went!
Amuse-toi bien ma bella!  ...-crunchy wave sounds break out once more-
Bella 101, over, Over.
Out.
Humeur actuelle:
nerdy nerdy
Musique actuelle:
CombiChrist
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Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuughhh blah.  That's how I feel this fine and glorious morning.
Food is thy enemy.  
Humeur actuelle:
crappy Hungover
Musique actuelle:
I'm so sorry: The Smiths
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I think I'm just going to stay home tonight.  I've got a killer headache and I'm exhausted.  G called and wanted to do something, so did Shan and the crew, and there's foufs to, but I dunno how much further I can make it on two feet.  Spent a large portion of the day crouched down at work, so my legs now feel like mush.  
I hafta open demain at 7:00am...ugh.  Not looking to forward to that.  I dunno how busy Saturday mornings are but I guess I'm about to find out.
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuggggggggh fuck this entry.  Fuck it, fuck it good and hard.
Humeur actuelle:
exhausted exhausted
Musique actuelle:
Save It: Immaculate Fools
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Got in at quarter to 6 this morning--though according to my watch, I got in at 9:45pm--and slept until 12:00pm because I did not want to sleep to late, or I would not be able to sleep tonight, and I hate being dead at work.  It was kind of hard though, all afternoon, I was so tempted to just nap for an hour or two; but I have somehow managed to keep myself awake all afternoon. 
Met up with Bella at the Old Port, and we went to watch the Portugal fireworks.  I'm still in mourning over their loss...but alas, I shall move on.  The fireworks were pretty cool--nothing like anything I've ever experienced that's for sure.  What, with the only fireworks I've ever seen being the crummy ones at Dorval for Canada Day and St. Jean.  And those were really nothing spectacular.  
Then we went for Ben and Jerry's, and there was some really cute super bubbly girl working there, who was hilarious as hell.  She really reminded me of Ursela.  I really miss her--she was the one person in C. that I knew I could always talk to.  I have no idea what happened to her in the end...I was transfered and I'm sure she stayed there until her court date was finalized.  I remember seeing her at dawson during the O2 years with Simon and the crew.  After that, I have never seen or heard from her again.  I'm sure she's doing extremely well and is successful.  
The we sat by the fountain, under an umbrella (because it was raining) and once it stopped raining, we decided to go in the fountain.  Logic?  Irony?  What what?  The water was really cool and we went running through the middle of it, which ultimately soaked our clothing.  Bella's clothes were drenched through and through and my jeans were beyond wet lol.  While we were there this group of three people either took our picture in the fountain or filmed us running through the middle.  Either way it was cool.  Then they decided that Bella and I were hot shit, and that the only way they could be cool like us, was to hop in too, and so they did.  And thus, the beginnings of our cult and our owning the fountain.  Then we chilled on the benches under teh trees--too cool.  Then some drunk french man on a bike came and wanted to welcome us to Montreal and some other random incoherant babblings.  We were like, um sure son, we live here!  En tout cas, he drove off eventually lol, and once my pants were semi-dried or at least somewhat decent, we set off in quest for cheap food.  And found some...at our lovely cornerside Belle Province!  Mmmmm stomach cramps.  Bella had some freakish Cronenburg/Mad Scientist-esque looking fry that I gave to my PIGMOOSE.  Oh yeah, my PIGMOOSE.  We found him at a tourinst store, and he's the most pimp looking stuffed animal to evar exist.  He looks semi-retarded, which is why I love him! <3
On our way back to Twatwater, we met a cool Mann auf Deutschland.  His accent was to die for sexy!  Yay Germans!
 Got in at 5:45...Sooo tired now.  By the time I got off the bus, the sun was a nice way up and it felt like daytime lol.  Iunno what I'm doing tomorrow yet.  I work till 6 und dann, ich weiss nicht, weil ich frueh am Samstag arbeite.  We shall see...I do really want to go out though.  But I'm broke, and so vielleicht ich nicht ausgehen bin.  We'll see.  Now, onward!
And
BB7ALLSTARS in 8 minutes!  Whaddup KaySAR!!!!
I need to get a hat...for the summer, so my face stops getting burnt everytime I go out.  
Joe, please, tell us it ain't so...
Humeur actuelle:
tired tired
Musique actuelle:
Nothing: Queen Mary
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